Day Twenty: 11/25/2020 Saying goodbye

 


Day 20:  This day was tough and that is an understatement.  Our rescue dog Ming has been struggling and waking up in the middle of the night so our day started at 3:30am and we didn't get back to sleep.  I only worked until a little past one because we had scheduled to put him down at 2pm.  Felt honored to be with my guy until the end.  That part was easier than I anticipated.  The hard part was coming home.  Not doing our regular medication routine, not having him under foot, not hearing him growl protecting his bone or talk about how he wants another one with more peanut butter.  The silence is deafening.  I thought I would sleep good last night because I had been up so early, had cried, and was exhausted.  Didn't fall asleep until abou1 11:30pm.  Decided to fold 12 cranes, for the 12 great years he gave us.  Blessed to have been his mom.  (679/1000)



Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Days Forty-Two to Forty-Four: 12/18/2020 to 12/20/2020 Through the Woods

Image
  After a break on 12/17/20 came Days 42 to 44:  Thursday was rough.  The morning started with unpacking the car insurance deemed totaled.  Then there was the unexpected call that Ming's ashes had arrived.  Oh the tears fell; it felt like losing him all over again.  On Friday my friend Leslie brought over some other needles that I tried however the eyes of both needles were still too large to fit through the smallest beads.  Thankfully Saturday I got a bead kit with several tools including the right needles; the day was spent running errands and catching up on work so I didn't get to stringing any paper cranes. However I've been writing in preparation for another blog post for my private practice which morphed into a second writing that was polished to share with a group today.  All of this during this journey to 1000 paper cranes and so I've decided this one, will go here.   ******************* Through the Woods Over the hill & through the woods... It feels like 20
Read more

Day Thirty-four: 12/9/2020 Started the work morning with a BANG

Image
Day 34:  Driving to work I hit another car about three minutes from my office.  I headed earlier than normal because I worked a new client in (after telling myself not to take any new people for a minute).  Just as I pulled over she let me know she was running 10 minutes late so I responded I was not far but would be a minute as well.  The car was drive-able.....sort of with the frame bent in such a way the wheel was rubbing against it and the driver's side door while not damaged would not open but an inch.  I any case I wasn't hurt and the other driver wasn't hurt.  He was also really really nice.  This brought me such relief because I know people can be really shaken up after something like this and don't always react well.  Information was exchanged, he let me know he too worked just down the street and off we went.  I pulled in at exactly 8:30am at the same time my new client did (on time at that).  I wasn't scared, but I was sweating from the adrenaline dump. 
Read more

Day Nineteen: 11/24/2020 The benefit of unexpected time

Image
Day 19:  This day I was scheduled to have 8 clients, the max I will meet in a day.  This means little time to chart and making sure I keep sessions punctual.  The first client of the day forgot she had an appointment, not our regular day because of Thanksgiving so we did a partial session via phone.  My next client didn't wake up in time.  As he was checking in via text another client told me she would be unable to make her time due to babies not going down for a nap as expected.  I'm actually not that bothered because I have a days worth of charting from the previous day and some extra paperwork as a couple doctors offices had requested records.  The client who was texting me wrote something like the universe knew what I needed for the day.  After I got caught up, had lunch I actually was able to take a short nap before my afternoon sessions began.  By the end of the day I had one more cancellation due to car trouble so an 8 client day ended up being a 5 client day.  Five is a
Read more